I can't go outside! [Are you crazy Ciel!] It's dark out there, and it's dark in here too. I can't move.

[But he does try to peek around. The room is a bit lightened by the moonlight, at least.]

This place looks fucking abandoned. There's dust everywhere and pictures of me and Luca and that's wrong because we don't have a fucking camera in Nirvana so we've never taken pictures. [He's crying again now.] I don't wanna stay in this rotty dark place a fucking minute longer.